Just experienced my first nipple bite with razor sharp new teeth. Oooooouch! Adam hugged and kissed me after.. His version of a hug is laying on me then he opened his mouth on mine and drooled all over me, that’s his version of a kiss!
Me and my family are all going to San Diego tomorrow to visit my grandma! She just turned 91 this week! We’re going to go have a picnic with her. I’m sad because Tommy has to work and it’s Adams first time going to her house.
Every time we visit her I always wonder if it’ll be the last time I’ll see her. She only lives 2 1/2-3 hours from us and we can rarely make it out to visit her, I need to make it a point to at least go once a month.. My mom said she wants to sell her house and I’m like “no!! We can’t! We have to keep it!” It has so many memories of growing up there, I don’t want it to be gone forever. She’s going to be so excited to see her grand kids. She loves her great grand babies too, even though they make her a nervous wreck! Haha


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My mom makes me crazy. I dropped Adam off today with his bags of milk like always. The past week I haven’t had any extra milk at all once I pick him up. So in my head I’m like man.. I’m running out of my frozen stash and Adam is drinking more milk now, what am I going to do?! Anyway my mom says “oh, I was going to text you last night, I didn’t need any fresh milk today, I have these two bags…” So I look. She has TWO 8 oz bags of milk in her fridge… From last Friday! Are you kidding me mom?! Really? Why haven’t you fed that to him? I always tell her to feed him the oldest milk first cause.. Duh common sense! Im irritated because if I had known she had that I wouldn’t have been stressing about him not having enough and my mom secretly giving him formula! Ugh. I don’t even know why she still has it, she should’ve used it on Monday, or even yesterday. They say fresh can be stored in the fridge for 6 days, I’m sure one more day won’t hurt but I obviously need to start checking every night to make sure she’s not hoarding any! She even has like 18 oz of frozen milk in her freezer for emergencies. She doesn’t get it. She didn’t breastfeed any of us and I think she assumes it’s easy for me to just “get more milk.”
She also fed Adam one of those nasty soft “granola” bars with the nasty “fruit” inside of them. She said he ate half of it and “he loved it!!” Well, it made him so constipated for a full two days. He struggled so hard to poop and then barely anything came out and it smelled awful! Even Tommy was mad at her. His little body is not supposed to have that processed junk! I mean, I’m not the best eater sometimes and totally eat junk but I never give my baby junk like that, I wouldn’t even eat those things, they’re disgusting! I’ve talked to her about it but I’m sure she thinks I’m crazy and weird. Sorry but my kids eat healthy stuff. And I don’t let Emma drink nasty sunny delight and kool aid all the time and EVERY day when I pick her up she has a pink mustache from those nasty drinks my mom gives her! I really don’t think drinks should stain your skin unless it’s from like fresh blueberries! lol I know I drink soda sometimes and let Emma have some sometimes but NOT every day. It’s just not ok with me, she needs water not sugar when she’s thirsty.
Sorry this got out of hand! I just needed to vent.



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ellen is my spirit animal.

I’ve been waiting for this gifset

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imperfectlypeachy is totally motivating me to start doing yoga again. I loved when I was doing it a lot! I need to start doing it at night after Adam is in bed. I WILL start tonight!

Slept awful and woke up with a headache.. Today is going to be so rough..


Had a dream that Tommy got the L tattoo on his ring finger covered up so that his knuckles said “hush” so dumb. We’re having a rough patch right now. I hate my dreams at times like these..

— For when we run away and live in the woods.Young couple quit jobs and build this $500 home (click photo for full article)

So amazing!!

— For when we run away and live in the woods.
Young couple quit jobs and build this $500 home (click photo for full article)

So amazing!!

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Emma took this Saturday morning and I love it! I didn’t know she had me in the picture, I thought she was just taking pictures of her dolls. These are our weekend mornings, me feeding Adam while Emma plays in my room. :)

Emma took this Saturday morning and I love it! I didn’t know she had me in the picture, I thought she was just taking pictures of her dolls. These are our weekend mornings, me feeding Adam while Emma plays in my room. :)


I’m home sick today. I stayed home yesterday too. I have a nasty cold, again! Yesterday I had a fever on an off all day and crazy intense sinus pressure and a sore throat. Today I’m feeling much better but I still can’t breathe and I sound pretty manly, so I decided to stay home to rest some more. Tommy stayed home with me yesterday to help with Adam and we kept Emma home from school too. We’re “bad” parents like that. Haha it was a nice lazy day and at one point Tommy was going to ride my bike to the store with Adam so I could relax but I was feeling a little better at that point so we all went for a little bike ride. It was nice, perfect biking weather! but I totally regretted it after because then my throat was really hurting! We also saw a dead animal on the bike path! Emma says it was a cat but I said small dog. Either way it had been there a while! It looked like cardboard with teeth/skull because it was flat and obviously had been in the dirt a while. Me and Emma screamed when we saw it! Haha Adam loves the bike! BUT I can’t get his helmet to stop slipping over his face! So I had to keep reaching back to fix it. He fell asleep on the way home too, so sweet!
Today Tommy is at work and Emma is at school. It reminds me of my maternity leave and I feel so sad that I have to go back to work tomorrow. I love being home with my babies. Adam has another tooth coming in so he hasn’t been happy at all today but now I’m laying in bed next to a sweet sleeping boy and I feel so happy. This is where I belong everyday, not stuck in an office sitting at a desk staring at a computer all day.
Supposedly Tommy is supposed to start making more money soon. I would love to be able to at least only have to work part time.. Story of my life, right? lol
I have a little over a month until me and Adam fly to Portland! I’m SO excited but I know it’s going to be SO hard coming back to this ugly ghetto desert. I need to convince tommy that we can rent out our house and move to Oregon! I feel like there’s so much more for us in the world and we will never find out what it is if we stay in this awful place we live in! I still can’t believe Tommy convinced me to buy a house out here, makes it so much harder to just pack up and leave!

imperfectlypeachy asked: I do not live in WA. I live in MA. haha.

Hahaha oooooh! Well shoot! Haha

"The attitude you have as a parent is what your kids will learn from more than what you tell them. They don’t remember what you try to teach them. They remember what you are."

Jim Henson

Wise and sobering words.

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Hardest job ever!!! :D….moms watch this

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This is the worst part of getting tattooed. The itching and the peeling! 😖 #glassjaw #gj

This is the worst part of getting tattooed. The itching and the peeling! 😖 #glassjaw #gj

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