Adam has another ear infection.. I thought breastfeeding was supposed to help prevent those? lol
Poor guy has been crying all day. Tommy had to work today so just me and the kids went to the doctor. It was exhausting, Adam wouldn’t let me sit down at all or he’d cry. Thankfully it didn’t take long. And yea an ear infection and most likely sore throat but Adam wouldn’t let the doctor look. I
Just assuming because he cries every time he coughs and won’t swallow his saliva.
Now Emma has been coughing nonstop since we’ve been home. She says the only thing that hurts is her stomach when she coughs. She hasn’t been feeling good since Thursday. I don’t think she needs to see a doctor though. I really try to avoid going if it’s not needed.. These poor kids… I can’t wait for us all to be better!
Monday it’ll be two weeks since I had my ear infection and I still can’t hear out of my left ear. I even went to an ear nose and throat specialist and they drained the fluid because it was so congested. It sucks. Not being able to hear makes me feel like all of my other senses are off, it’s weird..
The last two nights we’ve been so overtired by the time me and tommy go to bed. When I’m over tired I get really weird and hyper! And I swear if people saw the way we act/things we say they’d think we were crazy! We both get really weird and start laughing so hard that we cry! It’s amazing and I love it! Tommy always tells me “ok, go to sleep now.” Then we start laughing all over again!
I love that I’m married to my best friend! I told him last night it felt like we were having a slumber party because we’d finally settle down and relax then one of us would say something weird and we’d laugh all over again! So much fun!
Me and my coworker were talking about where we’d be if we didn’t have kids. She’s 45 and has four kids. And her answer was she has no idea where she’d be. My answer was the same. I’d probably still be partying and drinking all the time just like I did when I was 20. So my coworker says “you and Tommy would probably just be at home and getting more tattoos and piercings and stuff.”
It made me laugh. What does getting tattoos have to do with having kids? We’ve both gotten more tattoos since having Emma. That’s who we are and what we do! We’ll both be getting tattooed again also once we get our tax refund. She sees tattoos as “bad”. She’s one of those people that stereotypes tattooed people. For example she wasn’t sure if she wanted to rent her house out to someone because “I don’t know him well and he’s covered in tattoos.” Haha I don’t get it.
I wonder what she’d think if I got my septum pierced like I’ve been wanting to for awhile. People are weird. I’m glad my kids will grow up and think tattoos are normal since all of their aunts and uncles have tattoos and so do they’re parents!
I feel so… Stretched thin. My house is a disaster because this weekend I chose to relax and be with my kids instead of clean. Which means this weekend when I’m home I’ll have an even bigger mess to clean up. Tommy has been working 6-7 days a week, which is great but awful at the same time! We all miss him! It’s sad. And I’m sad. The only time I’m ever home is to sleep and I hate it. I get so stressed out because of it. I miss my babies, I miss tommy, I’m so tired… And I hate having a messy house! I’ve been eating awful lately too because I’m so tired and the thought of cooking when I get home at almost 7 from picking up the kids is just the last thing I want to do. I need to get a handle on life. It feels chaotic right now and we have no routine anymore and I just can’t do it, but I have no motivation to fix it all because IM SO TIRED….
Sorry, I’m going to bed now…